Take me back to a hit in Charleston

Why can’t it be fun? It’s so fun when I’m alone.
Imagining us doing it together
Knowing I will fall apart when the moment comes
No one wants to be the reason you’re unhappy
Just a couple trauma cats
The only way you can endure this anxiety is to remember how many times you’ve been through it before
You've always come out the other side
The high just builds until you might pop like a balloon
When it hits, it’s universal and it’s shrunken and your brain is a tiny bubble of all your concealed pain
A star that collapsed on itself, falling into the future, winding up back in time
Dreaming of a sunny day on the road, when anything felt possible, like in Charleston
In Charleston, I could take one hit off of a J in the morning and be high all day, focused and clear and happy